There's a song playing on my headphones that's been playing in my head all this week.

The chorus of it is untrue - I just slept pretty much the entirety of the last two days. Out cold. Slumber, half-death, restful and... overwhelming, somewhat.

It worries me that still, all I want are drugs, caffeinated sugar-water, and a bed.

- I'm Not Sleeping - by Counting Crows -

She comes to me at night when I�m sleeping
She comes to me when I�m alone
She comes to me, she holds my head when I�m crying
She comes to me, she shuts my eyes
She brings me home
But I�m not sleeping anymore, anymore
But I�m not sleeping anymore, anymore
She tells me when you look at me, she tells me when you�re lying
She tells me when you talk about me, she lays me on the floor
She tells me when you�re whispering, she lies beside me naked
She tells me when you laugh at me and she locks all the doors
But I�m not sleeping anymore, anymore
But I�m not sleeping anymore, anymore
1-2-3-4-5-6-7a.m.
All alone again
But I�ve been through all this shit before
Spend my nights in self defense
Cry about my innocence
But I ain�t all that innocent anymore, more, more
I see her on the tv, I see her in the movies
I see her in these animals that dance inside my head
I�ll follow you down baby, down into this valley
I�ll follow you down baby, but I won�t come up again
But I�m not sleeping anymore, anymore
But I�m not sleeping anymore, anymore
I�m not sleeping
I�m not sleeping anymore

I said rain rain go away
Come again some other day,
Cause I got all this shit to say
But I�ve gone back to find my way.
My sister�s mother�s favorite son
Lost among the chosen one,
But I�ve got news for everyone
Cause I�m
Gone
Out
That
Door

...yeah. Even though I've slept through most of it, I think it's gonna be a long day.

It's prob'ly a good thing there's next to nothing to eat in the house, as I tend to eat when I'm depressed.