But... really... is it wrong that I'm a tiny bit frustrated that for the multiple hours I HAVE been here, awake, and online, I've had to page you to get your attention for five minutes, and then you wandered off again... and when I ended up afk'ing 'cos I was sick and needed to go deal with it, when I get back you're offline.

Meh.

I don't want to log onto AIM again. I don't want conversations, I don't want to deal with people at all.

But I actually wanted to talk to you, had something specific to talk about, was trying to bring it up, and... meh.

So yeah.

Maybe I'll call you.

Maybe I'll just do what you so frequently accuse me of: getting drunk Again, and going to bed.

Maybe apathy and painkillers are what I need.