15mg of Hydrocodone, combined with 600mg of acetomenephan.

1/2 a package of OTC DXM/antihistamine tablets.

A small dose of caffeine, about as much as in one soda.

A large dose of sugar: gatoraid, soda, cherry syrup, fruit juice, sugared/flavored water, and a bit of candy.

This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am

It's not like you dont know me. It's not like you weren't warned of what I could be, what I would do. Every single time I told you, did you listen?

Of course not.

We're driving in the car (Caleb's actually the one driving, I'm in the passenger seat with a laptop, typing away as the mp3s play) and I just thought I'd say hi. I updated with something more... amusing... at my LJ but in the grand scheme of things, does that even matter? Likely not.

I'm gonna go now. Don't worry, I'll be back. I'm just... just rambling. Thinking. Wondering.

And as is far too common lately, drugged senseless. It's the only way I can deal with some of this shit.

It's too damn hot.