Maybe I should go watch old Buffy episodes or something. Meh.
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I died so many years ago but you can make it feel like it isn't so and why you come to be with me I think I finally know...You're scared ashamed of what you feel and you can't tell the ones you love you know they couldn't deal but whisper in a demon's ear that doesn't make it real... That's great but I don't wanna play 'cause being with you touches me more than I can say so if it's just a game to you I'm saying stay away and let me rest in peace... Let me rest in peace Let me get some sleep Let me take my need and bury it in a hole that's six feet deep I have taken all you'd give and still can't find release so let me rest in peace... I know you are a willing slave and you just like to feel that I won't let you misbehave but 'till you're finally at my feet I can't have what I crave and still can't rest in peace... ...meh. Lyrics and wondering, waiting, quiet, too much talk or not enough talk and it's damned hard to decide which it is. Either way... this is an update. I'm here, I'm more or less alive - slightly less with any luck in a few hours, either out cold or dreamwalking as far from this particular point in time and space as I can manage. *shrug* And no. I don't want you to leave. Don't want anyone to leave, dammit. What I WANT is to have those I care about HERE, safe, happy... where it's not just words, not just text on a screen or a scratchy, staticky phone call or nothing at all, for days and days... *another shrug* I know I should go But I want you still, I'm a girl posessed There's a hunger deep within my breast And it hurts me more than you'd ever guessed If my heart could beat it would break my chest But I can see you're unimpressed So leave me be, or Let me rest in peace Just one quiet night With the ones I love as much as life Close within my sight I can wish all that I want But this one thing I'm denied... ...let me rest in peace.
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