But nervous I am.

Torian's out on the inflatabed, which needs to be deflated soon and a floorbed set up in the bedroom. Kate's asleep beside me. I am trying not to cry - kidney stone that is refusing to pass and a bit of random depression - and sitting here wondering why I'm still so nervous around Torian.

Damned if I know. *shrug* I'm just weird like that, I guess.

Ow.