I have an excellent solution for at least part of the problem - how's about I respond to your entries, if I feel the need to respond, in an email? Private, so you don't feel like I'm dragging your feelings out in public? ...yes, I'm responding to this latest one in public, because it's what I know, because it's what I'm feeling, and because I'll be more likely to re-read it tomorrow if it's here rather than buried in an email conversation and I hate forgetting anything involving you. That is most of the reason I post about things here, love - it's NOT to criticize you or to make you feel bad, it's to be sure I remember.

Going back to sleep if I can, stupid pain.