Not since Matt's been here, actually.

So. Um. I'm honestly not sure where to start.

There's Tiana, the catgirl who I had the pleasure and misfortune to Awaken - it was unintentional, actually. I'd not intended her arrival into our midst to be so abrupt, nor to have it happen when less than 12 hours later, I was unconscious and half-paralyzed... oh yeah, I ended up with half my body not working, still can't see right out of my left eye and there's the nightmarish slips into unconsciousness every few hours yet...

...where was I? Oh yeah. There was the Bagby Hot Springs, an experience intense and wonderful and HELLISH and mygod though I am glad I was thereI am NEVER doingthat again.

Oh, and myspacebar sticks because someone (NOT me) spilled sticky crap all over my keyboard. Bear with me.

There was Matt... who yeah,that was about eighteen zillion shades of complicated. I still don't know entirely how I feel about himthough I do know that he's welcome back here and that Iam very glad he came.

There's Torian, who I have been damn near chewing myown fingers off missing but trying hard not to poke at while Matt was here, I wanted to give him an honest chance and I was taking a break and my gods, she's not online righrt now and I've been going bloody nuts worrying about her. Max keeps tabs on her, talks with her, he swears if anything was wrong he'd tell me, but gah. I worry.

Talking with Kadin. That's good. It's distracting. I'm not going back to sleep until someone else is awake... too much panic still from the being-unable-to-move and too much pain when I CAN move. At least I go backin to the doctor on Thursday, neh?

Oh hey. ANd a pregnant houdini hamster. Back into the box you go, bitchypants.