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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


January 31, 2002
...and she said: Frightening Sounds Of Growth And Sunlight

January 31, 2002
...and she said: Silence Is Reddish-Brown

January 31, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Returns To His Irregular Programming

January 31, 2002
...and she said: *poof*

January 31, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Prepares For A Very Bad Day

January 30, 2002
...and she said: Help, Help, I'm Being Repressed... And Liking It!

January 30, 2002
...and she said: Ow Ow Ow FUCK Ow

January 30, 2002
...and she said: Evil Doctor People

January 30, 2002
...and she said: Dreading The Rest Of The Day

January 30, 2002
...and she said: Girls Suck. Some Of Them Do It Well.

January 30, 2002
...and she said: It's Good To Have Friends

January 29, 2002
...and she said: Depression Strikes Again

January 29, 2002
...and she said: The Closest I'll Come To An Apology, Today

January 29, 2002
...and she said: Animal Kingdom

January 29, 2002
...and she said: Old And Abandoned But Still Chatable

January 28, 2002
...and she said: Waiting For Something Good

January 28, 2002
...and she said: Writing, Quoting, Missing

January 28, 2002
...and she said: Missing My Kitten And My Obsession

January 28, 2002
...and she said: Dammit, Where Are My Fries?

January 28, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Turns To Self-Cannibalism, Sort Of

January 27, 2002
...and she said: Frustrations

January 27, 2002
...and she said: Err... I Think This Is Me Being Rational...

January 27, 2002
...and she said: Bato'Cirn Is Useful Sometimes

January 27, 2002
...and she said: An Odd Request For The Readers

January 27, 2002
...and she said: Not Your Typical Tuna

January 26, 2002
...and she said: I Just Want The Pain To Stop

January 26, 2002
...and she said: Ever-Bitch, Take Two

January 26, 2002
...and she said: Colorgenics

January 26, 2002
...and she said: Ever-Bitch

January 26, 2002
...and she said: Three Times An Update

January 25, 2002
...and she said: No News Is... Boring?

January 25, 2002
...and she said: I Had A Dream Last Night...

January 25, 2002
...and she said: Al-X And A Currently-French Gal

January 25, 2002
...and she said: Another Test... gods, these are addictive

January 26, 2002
...and she said: Trigger Happy Jax

January 25, 2002
...and she said: Too Late, Too Early...

January 25, 2002
...and she said: Eating Cup-o-Cake

January 25, 2002
...and she said: Bemoaning Furcadia

January 25, 2002
...and she said: Bonsai Kitten!

January 25, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Eyes A Cup-o-Cake

January 24, 2002
...and she said: Hating The Medical Profession, FOR GOOD REASON

January 24, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Thinks Of BlackBlack

January 24, 2002
...and she said: Tattoo Update

January 24, 2002
...and she said: Once More, With Feeling...

January 25, 2002
...and she said: Juliet Needs A Diary

January 23, 2002
...and she said: Strange

January 23, 2002
...and she said: Self Defense And Paranoia

January 23, 2002
...and she said: Depression And More Bad Poetry

January 23, 2002
...and she said: A Message To (Or From) The Masses

January 23, 2002
...and she said: Desperate Plea

January 25, 2002
...and she said: To Teapotica

January 25, 2002
...and she said: Waiting For Validation

January 23, 2002
...and she said: The Perfect Boy

January 23, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Dreads The Endless Sleep

January 23, 2002
...and she said: Suddenly Stressed

January 23, 2002
...and she said: Friends And Safety

January 23, 2002
...and she said: Just A Fragment Of Myself

January 22, 2002
...and she said: Dealing With Things

January 22, 2002
...and she said: Close To The Edge

January 22, 2002
...and she said: I Don't Understand Myself Today

January 22, 2002
...and she said: Not Doing Well

January 22, 2002
...and she said: Just For The Record

January 22, 2002
...and she said: Confused And Poke-ed

January 23, 2002
...and she said: More Of Those Evil Tests

January 21, 2002
...and she said: Wish Me Luck

January 20, 2002
...and she said: Dreading Monday Morning

January 20, 2002
...and she said: Writing Slowly 'Cos I'm Distracted

January 19, 2002
...and she said: Ranting About The Usual Things

January 19, 2002
...and she said: Still Struggling - My Head Hurts

January 18, 2002
...and she said: Preparation For A Rant

January 18, 2002
...and she said: Being Productive

January 18, 2002
...and she said: Obsession, Reprise

January 18, 2002
...and she said: Stressed, Rushed, And Thudding-Of-Head

January 18, 2002
...and she said: All About The Dice Rolls...

January 18, 2002
...and she said: Is It Not Nifty?

January 18, 2002
...and she said: Tangled Webs And Good Friends

January 18, 2002
...and she said: A Quickie, Not My Normal Style

January 17, 2002
...and she said: A Survey, Just Because

January 17, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Worries Too Much

January 16, 2002
...and she said: Existance Is A Flavor

January 16, 2002
...and she said: Stressed Out And Needing A Break

January 16, 2002
...and she said: Tired Jax

January 16, 2002
...and she said: Can I Throw Things At The Fates?

January 16, 2002
...and she said: Normal Programming, My Arse

January 16, 2002
...and she said: A Depression Rant

January 16, 2002
...and she said: Kenji's Page

January 16, 2002
...and she said: A Random Updating Thingie

January 15, 2002
...and she said: Ok, This Is Actually A Good Birthday

January 15, 2002
...and she said: Explaining That Place

January 15, 2002
...and she said: Happy Birthday To Me...

January 14, 2002
...and she said: Too Worried

January 14, 2002
...and she said: Almost An Explanation

January 13, 2002
...and she said: Little Kajira Exists In JPG Format

January 13, 2002
...and she said: A Bald-Faced Statement

January 13, 2002
...and she said: Silence And Short Fiction

January 13, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Wishes For Watermelon Schnapps, Almost

January 13, 2002
...and she said: Very Very Desperately Long

January 12, 2002
...and she said: Iri Sa... Iri SA!

January 11, 2002
...and she said: Finality

January 11, 2002
...and she said: Useful Computer Notes

January 11, 2002
...and she said: What I am is what I am...

January 11, 2002
...and she said: In Which Our Hero Is Suddenly Cheered

January 11, 2002
...and she said: Unabashedly Begging For Attention

January 11, 2002
...and she said: This Is How...

January 11, 2002
...and she said: I Am Indeed An Idiot

January 09, 2002
...and she said: Something I Do

January 08, 2002
...and she said: Cross My Heart...

January 12, 2002
...and she said: Because I Don't Know What Else To Say

January 12, 2002
...and she said: Movie Clips Are Dangerous

January 07, 2002
...and she said: I Will Survive...

January 06, 2002
...and she said: Err...

January 05, 2002
...and she said: Art Happens

January 10, 2002
...and she said: Western Union, Bite Me

January 04, 2002
...and she said: Don't Let The Chum Get You Down

January 03, 2002
...and she said: Giving Up My Stuff

January 03, 2002
...and she said: Even When I Try...

January 03, 2002
...and she said: A Nice, Hot Bath...

January 04, 2002
...and she said: Why I Want Chinese Food And Vicodin

January 12, 2002
...and she said: Advil, for the love of god, Give Me Advil!

January 02, 2002
...and she said: I Want My Money Back

January 01, 2002
...and she said: It Doesn't Feel Like A New Year Yet

January 11, 2002
...and she said: You're The Bottom Of Every Bottle

January 20, 2002
...and she said: A Truncated Entry

January 10, 2002
...and she said: Bad Poetry, Be Warned!



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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