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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


May 31, 2002
...and she said: E Nomine?

May 31, 2002
...and she said: Eureka! (...lit. translation: "I need a towel!")

May 31, 2002
...and she said: I Am Not The Droid You Are Looking For

May 31, 2002
...and she said: Literary Failure

May 30, 2002
...and she said: Some Nifty Stuff I Feel Like Sharing

May 30, 2002
...and she said: I've Become Acclimatized, If You Ignore The Air Conditioning...

May 30, 2002
...and she said: Wanted, A Better Life

May 30, 2002
...and she said: A Bout Of Insanity

May 29, 2002
...and she said: Tears

May 29, 2002
...and she said: What Is So Fucking Hard To Understand About Sympathy?

May 29, 2002
...and she said: Dreaming, Always Dreaming

May 29, 2002
...and she said: Sleep, Music, Someone Is Grilling Lamb Outside

May 28, 2002
...and she said: I Have An Icy Cucumber And I'm Not Afraid To Use It!

May 28, 2002
...and she said: California And Cages

May 27, 2002
...and she said: There's No Sign On The Gate...

May 27, 2002
...and she said: California, Ho... or is it 'Ho?

May 26, 2002
...and she said: Colorful Associations

May 25, 2002
...and she said: Sorry, I'm Kind Of Tying Up Right Now...

May 25, 2002
...and she said: This

May 25, 2002
...and she said: It's All About The Fruit

May 24, 2002
...and she said: Washing Something To Pieces

May 24, 2002
...and she said: I Wish I Was A Little Bar Of Soap... The Nice Citrus-Scented Nettle Extract Kind

May 24, 2002
...and she said: Computers, Drugs, Paranoia, And A Desire For Reading Material

May 24, 2002
...and she said: Needing A Story, Dreading The Dawn

May 24, 2002
...and she said: Welcome To Hell

May 23, 2002
...and she said: Eargh, Says I

May 23, 2002
...and she said: Refusing To Say Farewell

May 23, 2002
...and she said: Companion To The Previous Entry

May 23, 2002
...and she said: Regrets

May 23, 2002
...and she said: A Note For A Possible Reader

May 23, 2002
...and she said: Down The Ferret Hole

May 22, 2002
...and she said: Spike's Mirror

May 21, 2002
...and she said: Sheepish And Not Very Talkative

May 21, 2002
...and she said: Mikey Wants His Computer Back Now, I Think

May 21, 2002
...and she said: My Turn To Apologise

May 21, 2002
...and she said: Statement

May 20, 2002
...and she said: I Want Food

May 20, 2002
...and she said: This Is A Serious Entry. Ignore It, If You Don't Care.

May 19, 2002
...and she said: Sorry Is Never Really Enough

May 18, 2002
...and she said: Err... I Lost Track Of Something...

May 17, 2002
...and she said: Still Not Writing Much, Sadly

May 17, 2002
...and she said: This Is Not My Idea Of A Good Day Yet

May 16, 2002
...and she said: Another One Of Alexander's Days

May 16, 2002
...and she said: Well, Now. That's Not What I Intended To Say, Is It?

May 16, 2002
...and she said: I Know I'm Not Gonna Get Enough Sleep

May 15, 2002
...and she said: Questions, Comments, And I...

May 15, 2002
...and she said: Apologia, Or Something Like That

May 13, 2002
...and she said: Me?

May 13, 2002
...and she said: Population Explanshion

May 13, 2002
...and she said: Jerky Phrasing And Red-Meat Intent

May 13, 2002
...and she said: Nothing Stays Down, Nothing Feels Right

May 12, 2002
...and she said: Why Are Men Idiots?

May 11, 2002
...and she said: Please Don't Leave

May 11, 2002
...and she said: I Want It To Be Tomorrow

May 10, 2002
...and she said: Fucked Up, Fucked Over, Fucked Around, And Yet Not Fucked

May 10, 2002
...and she said: Youth Of The Nation

May 10, 2002
...and she said: Giving In To...?

May 10, 2002
...and she said: Oh Shit

May 09, 2002
...and she said: I Want A Party, Dammit!

May 09, 2002
...and she said: Invasion Of The Body-Cloners

May 08, 2002
...and she said: Place Holder And Chinese Food

May 08, 2002
...and she said: ...24 Hours To Go...

May 08, 2002
...and she said: The Universe Does Not Agree With Me

May 07, 2002
...and she said: ...For Keeps...

May 06, 2002
...and she said: I Think I'm Stuck With 'Or Something'

May 06, 2002
...and she said: Cursed

May 05, 2002
...and she said: This Is Not My Life, I Don't Want It

May 05, 2002
...and she said: Tired. Spacy. Not Really Alive. Except It All Hurts.

May 05, 2002
...and she said: Earg.h, As Meganlala Would Say

May 05, 2002
...and she said: Stress Levels Rising...

May 04, 2002
...and she said: Life Is Odd, Remember That Goat?

May 04, 2002
...and she said: Plans For The 25th, And A Rant

May 04, 2002
...and she said: Err... I'm NOT Explaining The Sausages

May 03, 2002
...and she said: Ow. Everything Hurts, And I Don't Like Life, Except For Last Night

May 02, 2002
...and she said: ...End Me My Fear...

May 02, 2002
...and she said: Creativity And Cruelty Return To The JaxWorld...

May 02, 2002
...and she said: This Is Not My Life

May 02, 2002
...and she said: Mornings, Continued And Enhanced

May 02, 2002
...and she said: I Don't Like Mornings Any More Today Than I Did Yesterday

May 01, 2002
...and she said: Burst Of Depression - Ignore This

May 01, 2002
...and she said: I Have No Words, Only Fragmented And Agonized Desire

May 01, 2002
...and she said: Sooooo.... err... what?

May 01, 2002
...and she said: Gerble. Stoppit. Now.

May 01, 2002
...and she said: Beltaine? Beltane? Beltain? Spelling Help Here, Please?

May 01, 2002
...and she said: Water, Water, Ow...?



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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