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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


September 30, 2002
...and she said: Do I Have To Go To Toronto?

September 29, 2002
...and she said: Lestat And His Magical Gay Pants

September 26, 2002
...and she said: Viciousness And Me, Tired

September 26, 2002
...and she said: Wow... PMS Hit Early

September 26, 2002
...and she said: The Goddess

September 26, 2002
...and she said: LOTR Diaries - Top Secret!

September 25, 2002
...and she said: Quoting Myself

September 25, 2002
...and she said: Set Ways

September 25, 2002
...and she said: Why Do I Do This To Myself?

September 25, 2002
...and she said: Again With The 8 Mile

September 24, 2002
...and she said: ...all i need is one mic...

September 23, 2002
...and she said: Brief Existance, And A Missing Ex-Aussie

September 22, 2002
...and she said: Just A Fax, Ma'am

September 21, 2002
...and she said: (no name given for this entry)

September 21, 2002
...and she said: How Much Damage?

September 21, 2002
...and she said: Breakfast - Hungers Are Odd

September 20, 2002
...and she said: Short And Sweet

September 20, 2002
...and she said: Just A Link, Ma'am

September 20, 2002
...and she said: Adema And Alcohol, What A Combination, What A Miracle, What The FUCK Am I Doing Here?

September 20, 2002
...and she said: Eurotrash Jax

September 19, 2002
...and she said: Randomness And Dread In Portland Oregon

September 19, 2002
...and she said: You're Welcome

September 18, 2002
...and she said: Beware, Computer Demons Are Sneaky!

September 18, 2002
...and she said: Oddworld - Jax's Odd-I-See

September 18, 2002
...and she said: Jumping Off Cliffs

September 18, 2002
...and she said: FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK... and not even in the good way...

September 18, 2002
...and she said: To Do Today: Don't Wuss Out. Again.

September 18, 2002
...and she said: Arguementative And Sleepy, Too

September 17, 2002
...and she said: Angel And Ireland?

September 17, 2002
...and she said: Oooohpoing, Movie Time, Movie Time!

September 17, 2002
...and she said: Going Out, Perhaps?

September 17, 2002
...and she said: Puddles And Dewdrops And Longing

September 16, 2002
...and she said: I Hate Needles

September 16, 2002
...and she said: Momentary Diversions And An Unending Need

September 15, 2002
...and she said: H - A - P - P - Y

September 15, 2002
...and she said: A Slightly Better(?) Morning

September 14, 2002
...and she said: I Am Karma's Bitch... And My Own Whipping-Boy

September 14, 2002
...and she said: Never Mind, No Mind

September 13, 2002
...and she said: Err... Dammit... NOT Gonna Throw Up...

September 13, 2002
...and she said: Relief And Amazement

September 12, 2002
...and she said: Worrying Courtesy Of An Absent Kitten

September 12, 2002
...and she said: Impatient, And Yet So Very Tired

September 11, 2002
...and she said: Sleep Schedule? What's That?

September 11, 2002
...and she said: All The News That Fits In Print

September 11, 2002
...and she said: Derangement, First Class

September 10, 2002
...and she said: Bed Sounds Better Than This Shit

September 10, 2002
...and she said: It's A Hard Life Sometimes

September 09, 2002
...and she said: Proud To Be Loved

September 09, 2002
...and she said: Postscript To Raven And The Needle

September 09, 2002
...and she said: Raven And The Needle

September 09, 2002
...and she said: In Which Our Hero Dreads Her IV

September 09, 2002
...and she said: I'm Drowning And You're Swimming By

September 08, 2002
...and she said: SLEEP

September 08, 2002
...and she said: Seeking Relaxation

September 07, 2002
...and she said: tired tired sorry bugger

September 07, 2002
...and she said: Fehan, And Curiousity Getting Me In Trouble Again

September 06, 2002
...and she said: Learning From The Most Unlikely Instructor

September 06, 2002
...and she said: One Thing

September 05, 2002
...and she said: No Drinks, No Driving, Thank God

September 05, 2002
...and she said: Circuits Overloaded, Prepare To Reboot

September 05, 2002
...and she said: In Brief

September 05, 2002
...and she said: WinMX Hates Me, My Slavecat Loves Me

September 05, 2002
...and she said: I Didn't Touch Him... Yet...

September 04, 2002
...and she said: In Which Our Hero Is... OWNED?

September 03, 2002
...and she said: Excess Stress, Reminders Of Hunger

September 03, 2002
...and she said: Putting Up Walls

September 02, 2002
...and she said: Expect The Unexpected

September 02, 2002
...and she said: Faith, Reprise

September 01, 2002
...and she said: Changeling Sheet

September 01, 2002
...and she said: Saturday Bloody Saturday?



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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