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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


December 30, 2004
...and she said: Wheeeee!

December 29, 2004
...and she said: Also!

December 29, 2004
...and she said: The House - Anthony Desk

December 28, 2004
...and she said: Drool...

December 28, 2004
...and she said: Empath Wanted, Please Apply Where It Hurts Most

December 27, 2004
...and she said: gargle with tuna water

December 27, 2004
...and she said: The House - Library

December 27, 2004
...and she said: Interlude without house...

December 27, 2004
...and she said: The House - Closets

December 27, 2004
...and she said: The House - Front Door

December 27, 2004
...and she said: The House - Kitchen and Garden

December 27, 2004
...and she said: The House - Attic

December 25, 2004
...and she said: Unresolved

December 22, 2004
...and she said: I have ink on my nose...

December 21, 2004
...and she said: In Summary

December 21, 2004
...and she said: Absent ...but accounted for

December 15, 2004
...and she said: Existing Here

December 13, 2004
...and she said: Strange Pupae

December 11, 2004
...and she said: Addendum

December 11, 2004
...and she said: Caught Up In The Moment

December 10, 2004
...and she said: Frustration... and yes, I am hormonal and hating it!

December 09, 2004
...and she said: Bittersweet

December 07, 2004
...and she said: Random griping and confusion...

December 06, 2004
...and she said: Aftermath And A New Beginning

December 03, 2004
...and she said: And I wonder WHY...

December 02, 2004
...and she said: If I say it enough, maybe I'll believe it...

December 02, 2004
...and she said: If I say it enough, maybe I'll believe it...

November 30, 2004
...and she said: I want an anti norton virus too!

November 30, 2004
...and she said: Role Call...

November 30, 2004
...and she said: Appearance

November 30, 2004
...and she said: Wackamole

November 29, 2004
...and she said: It's raaaaaiiiiining men!

November 27, 2004
...and she said: Is this...?

November 27, 2004
...and she said: Yeah, yeah, the bard too.

November 26, 2004
...and she said: ...walking through spiderwebs...

November 24, 2004
...and she said: Impatient jax

November 19, 2004
...and she said: Surreal and yet utterly true.

November 18, 2004
...and she said: Forget the bird, follow the river!

November 13, 2004
...and she said: Answer

November 13, 2004
...and she said: Surreal

November 11, 2004
...and she said: ...not the one.

November 09, 2004
...and she said: I know your name!

November 04, 2004
...and she said: Doubts

October 30, 2004
...and she said: the world i know

October 30, 2004
...and she said: ...and the dragon.

October 22, 2004
...and she said: Heart

October 16, 2004
...and she said: And Then

October 16, 2004
...and she said: Protect Me From What I Want

October 14, 2004
...and she said: ...from what I want.

October 14, 2004
...and she said: Reassurance

October 14, 2004
...and she said: We need a new box of muffin batter. Eventually.

October 11, 2004
...and she said: -

September 27, 2004
...and she said: Mumbled Musings

September 23, 2004
...and she said: In Which Our Hero Debates Yet Another Journal

September 23, 2004
...and she said: grrrrrrrrr

September 20, 2004
...and she said: ...........permission.

September 16, 2004
...and she said: Still Burning, This Dark Heart Dawning

September 14, 2004
...and she said: Tiesto and Darude can both go sit on something sharp.

September 14, 2004
...and she said: Not A Tame Lion, Either

August 29, 2004
...and she said: Jax Should Not Listen To Counting Crows Music While Using Photoshop

August 24, 2004
...and she said: Review Of A Porn Flick

August 24, 2004
...and she said: Meh.

August 21, 2004
...and she said: Taken In, Taken Away

August 20, 2004
...and she said: Still Burning, Still Cursing, Still Aching, Still Breathing

August 19, 2004
...and she said: My SOUL, I Say!

August 17, 2004
...and she said: A Child's Garden Of Statements

August 16, 2004
...and she said: Oh My Gods...

August 15, 2004
...and she said: Help, Help, It's Got Me!

August 13, 2004
...and she said: Governmentalish Warnings...

August 13, 2004
...and she said: A+ For Effort?

August 12, 2004
...and she said: The Sun Also Sets

August 12, 2004
...and she said: Dancing In Front Of Strangers

August 12, 2004
...and she said: Bed Of Roses

August 11, 2004
...and she said: Challenge

August 11, 2004
...and she said: No Pity. No Shame. No Silence.

August 11, 2004
...and she said: Country Death Song

August 11, 2004
...and she said: This Is Not My Nightmare

August 10, 2004
...and she said: Ceiling-Mounted Blowjobs

August 10, 2004
...and she said: Oyster Beds

August 09, 2004
...and she said: Uninspired

August 08, 2004
...and she said: Dammit.

August 08, 2004
...and she said: Dammit, boy!

August 08, 2004
...and she said: Grey would be the color / If I had a heart

August 07, 2004
...and she said: As Always, Jax Is Confused

August 07, 2004
...and she said: Bah. LOTS of Bah.

August 06, 2004
...and she said: Living In The Now

August 05, 2004
...and she said: This Is Entirely For Nreshan

August 04, 2004
...and she said: -

August 04, 2004
...and she said: Getting Closer

August 03, 2004
...and she said: Early Morning, Late Night

August 02, 2004
...and she said: Not This Again

July 31, 2004
...and she said: A Surprisingly Accurate Lemming

July 29, 2004
...and she said: Blerglepuff

July 27, 2004
...and she said: asdfghjkl

July 26, 2004
...and she said: Woohoo! Naughty, naughty lemmings!

July 25, 2004
...and she said: Irritation And Anger

July 25, 2004
...and she said: Life's Little Pleasures

July 24, 2004
...and she said: Aisha, text form

July 24, 2004
...and she said: The 'Why' Of It All

July 23, 2004
...and she said: Caleb:

July 23, 2004
...and she said: Still so brief...

July 21, 2004
...and she said: ...just a note...

July 20, 2004
...and she said: Almond-flavored foods make me nervous...

July 20, 2004
...and she said: I FINALLY Got To Watch It, And It Was GOOD!

July 17, 2004
...and she said: Just one more butterfly pinned to a board...

July 15, 2004
...and she said: ...For Tonight, I Sleep...

July 13, 2004
...and she said: Wallflower With Thorns

July 13, 2004
...and she said: Letting It Burn

July 12, 2004
...and she said: United, Not Divided

July 12, 2004
...and she said: ATTN: Lost Soul

July 11, 2004
...and she said: When Art Attacks... woo, deja vu!

July 10, 2004
...and she said: Stay Good, Jax... Stay Good!

July 09, 2004
...and she said: This is not a title.

July 04, 2004
...and she said: ...in passing...

July 01, 2004
...and she said: The Fire Keeps On Burning

July 01, 2004
...and she said: Ambigrams

July 01, 2004
...and she said: Just for Ryan... *snickergrinpoing*

July 01, 2004
...and she said: A tad too MUCH of that whole 'ow' thing...

July 01, 2004
...and she said: Why CHICKEN?

July 01, 2004
...and she said: Heh, Lemming Joy!



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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