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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


August 31, 2001
...and she said: More Ow, A Lot Of It

August 31, 2001
...and she said: Ow ow ow

August 31, 2001
...and she said: Subject Lines And Jungles

August 31, 2001
...and she said: Icebeargs Ahead, Cap'n!

August 31, 2001
...and she said: Simple Fixes For Life's Problems

August 30, 2001
...and she said: A Confused Little Mouse

August 30, 2001
...and she said: Music-Inspired Mutterings

August 30, 2001
...and she said: Caleb's Point Of View

August 30, 2001
...and she said: Progress Report

August 29, 2001
...and she said: Happy Bouncy Jax

August 29, 2001
...and she said: Mood Swings Are Frustrating

August 29, 2001
...and she said: That's All

August 29, 2001
...and she said: Why I'm Furious

August 29, 2001
...and she said: Rage, Nothing Less

August 29, 2001
...and she said: Because I Can

August 28, 2001
...and she said: Public Letter

August 28, 2001
...and she said: Who's Who In Jax's World

August 28, 2001
...and she said: A Long And Complicated Explanation

August 28, 2001
...and she said: Gettin' It On With Life

August 27, 2001
...and she said: Easily Amused, As Always

August 27, 2001
...and she said: Workin' In A Coal Mine

August 27, 2001
...and she said: Maybe Green... Not White, Though

August 27, 2001
...and she said: Snowball Fight In Hell

August 26, 2001
...and she said: Why I Have Pets

August 26, 2001
...and she said: Furcadian Feeding Frenzy - Jax Is In Lust

August 26, 2001
...and she said: Euphoria, Verbal Or Otherwise

August 25, 2001
...and she said: Erm?

August 25, 2001
...and she said: Just A Jax, As Always

August 25, 2001
...and she said: Everything Works Out In My World

August 24, 2001
...and she said: Boinging

August 24, 2001
...and she said: Just Me, Updating Finally

August 24, 2001
...and she said: Lone Prarie...

August 24, 2001
...and she said: Sieia-To, Calling Out

August 24, 2001
...and she said: That Kind Of Day

2001-08-23
...and she said: Absence, Continued Further

2001-08-23
...and she said: Marking Territory

2001-08-23
...and she said: Morning Madness

2001-08-23
...and she said: My Room

2001-08-22
...and she said: In Which our Hero Shows Affection And Joy

2001-08-22
...and she said: Randomness, And Why Not?

2001-08-22
...and she said: Bitch, Moan, Whine, Complain

2001-08-22
...and she said: Same Old, Same Old

August 26, 2001
...and she said: Roll The Dice

2001-08-22
...and she said: Absence, Continued

2001-08-22
...and she said: Woohoo! Pictures For ME, This Time!

2001-08-22
...and she said: Music Debate

2001-08-21
...and she said: Wanting Advice

2001-08-21
...and she said: Erp Bonk Gads

August 26, 2001
...and she said: Sleep Is For The Jax

2001-08-21
...and she said: In Which our Hero Does Not Have A Day

2001-08-21
...and she said: Dazed And Dreaming

2001-08-21
...and she said: Mousepoet

2001-08-21
...and she said: Rattling 'Round In My Head

2001-08-21
...and she said: Dreaming I'm A Butterfly...

2001-08-20
...and she said: Irritation, Lack Of Sleep, And Lack Of Food

2001-08-20
...and she said: Pratchett Musing

2001-08-20
...and she said: Style Sheets And The Common Man

2001-08-20
...and she said: Very Bad, Horrible... you know the rest

2001-08-19
...and she said: Splashdown - Karma Slave

2001-08-19
...and she said: Graphically Yours...

2001-08-19
...and she said: Amused Jax

2001-08-19
...and she said: In Which our Hero Gets Violently Depressed

2001-08-18
...and she said: Living Without

2001-08-18
...and she said: Diary-Cleaning

2001-08-18
...and she said: Meredith Brooks

2001-08-18
...and she said: Irrational Fears And Our Hero

2001-08-18
...and she said: More Pretties

2001-08-22
...and she said: More Midi Debating

2001-08-18
...and she said: Ovarian Army

2001-08-17
...and she said: More Worry

2001-08-17
...and she said: Names

2001-08-17
...and she said: Disjointed Sounds Of Loss

2001-08-17
...and she said: Desperation

2001-08-17
...and she said: If I Didn't Know You

2001-08-17
...and she said: Ungrounded Fears and Grounded Cowardice

2001-08-17
...and she said: Quick Words

2001-08-16
...and she said: Worry, Pure And Simple

2001-08-16
...and she said: In Which our Hero Decides To Fall

2001-08-16
...and she said: Workness

2001-08-16
...and she said: My Boys

2001-08-16
...and she said: In Which our Hero Becomes Greedy Again

2001-08-16
...and she said: More Lyrics Not My Own

2001-08-16
...and she said: Tired, Content, Deranged

2001-08-16
...and she said: In Which our Hero Might Have A Job

2001-08-15
...and she said: Subway's The Place

2001-08-15
...and she said: Praying For Rain

2001-08-15
...and she said: I'm All Out Of Love...

2001-08-15
...and she said: Darkling Boy

2001-08-15
...and she said: ...And I Was Breathing Gasoline

2001-08-15
...and she said: Touch Me

2001-08-15
...and she said: Trying (and failing) To Avoid Angst

2001-08-15
...and she said: Comically Yours

2001-08-15
...and she said: Angst The First

2001-08-15
...and she said: Total Eclipse

2001-08-15
...and she said: Not A Picnic...

2001-08-14
...and she said: I Had A Dream, Reprise

2001-08-13
...and she said: I Am A "J"... I Am A "J, A"

2001-08-13
...and she said: Frustration, Part Two

2001-08-12
...and she said: Frustration, Part One

2001-08-12
...and she said: Kremit Froog

2001-08-12
...and she said: Anger Management

2001-08-12
...and she said: End Of Insomnia?

2001-08-12
...and she said: Music, And Pondering

2001-08-12
...and she said: Building A Universe

2001-08-11
...and she said: Irrational Stuff

2001-08-11
...and she said: Relax...

2001-08-11
...and she said: Psychotic Musings

2001-08-10
...and she said: Broken Promises

2001-08-10
...and she said: Shower Talk

2001-08-10
...and she said: Mine, ALL Mine!

2001-08-10
...and she said: Tears For Jax

2001-08-09
...and she said: Splish Splash

2001-08-11
...and she said: Renovations

2001-08-09
...and she said: Regression

2001-08-09
...and she said: Sunlight Depression

2001-08-09
...and she said: No Name For This Yet

2001-08-08
...and she said: Old Friends

2001-08-08
...and she said: Styrofoam Gloves

2001-08-08
...and she said: I'm So Goth My Car Goes "Ankh, Ankh"...

2001-08-08
...and she said: Tears

2001-08-08
...and she said: So Happy, And Then The Rain

2001-08-08
...and she said: Debating Reasons

2001-08-07
...and she said: Hook, Line, and Stoner

2001-08-06
...and she said: Random Mutterings

2001-08-06
...and she said: Tank Girl

2001-08-06
...and she said: Picture This

2001-08-06
...and she said: Wolfen One

2001-08-05
...and she said: Choosing My Bait

2001-08-05
...and she said: Aunt Flo

2001-08-05
...and she said: To Do

2001-08-05
...and she said: Around The World

2001-08-03
...and she said: Lyrics and Lust

2001-08-03
...and she said: Hoping

2001-08-03
...and she said: Antioxid-ants

2001-08-02
...and she said: My New Pretty

2001-08-02
...and she said: So It's An Odd Life...

2001-08-02
...and she said: Bedtime, After Coffee

2001-08-01
...and she said: Evil... Or Just Misunderstood

2001-08-01
...and she said: Not-So-Faint Praise

2001-08-13
...and she said: New Pretties

2001-08-13
...and she said: FunStressStuff

2001-08-13
...and she said: Maybe I'm You

August 28, 2001
...and she said: The Redcoats Are Coming?!?!?

2001-08-13
...and she said: Hey There, Little Red Riding Hard...

2001-08-18
...and she said: Sicker Still, But Still Alive



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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