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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


October 31, 2001
...and she said: Hallelujah In Visual Form

October 31, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Experiences Lack-Of-Pain

October 30, 2001
...and she said: Warning

October 30, 2001
...and she said: It's Upsetting...

October 30, 2001
...and she said: England

October 30, 2001
...and she said: Just A Test...

October 30, 2001
...and she said: Thinking About Writing About Thinking

October 29, 2001
...and she said: Getting An Email

October 29, 2001
...and she said: What I Would Tell The World

October 29, 2001
...and she said: The Archer

October 29, 2001
...and she said: A Happy Moment

October 28, 2001
...and she said: Hung Over Jax

October 28, 2001
...and she said: Karma And Green Eggs

October 27, 2001
...and she said: RUFUS WAINWRIGHT: Hallelujah Written by Leonard Cohen From Shrek Soundtrack

October 27, 2001
...and she said: Jax Gets Professional-Ish

October 27, 2001
...and she said: I Am Australian?

October 27, 2001
...and she said: Just A Bit Upset

October 27, 2001
...and she said: Pleasure, Revisited

October 27, 2001
...and she said: My Own Version Of Quoted

October 27, 2001
...and she said: Hallelujah, Over And Over

October 27, 2001
...and she said: Apathy Is Me

October 27, 2001
...and she said: Just Chattering, To Match The Squirrels

October 27, 2001
...and she said: Greed And An Absent Kitten

October 26, 2001
...and she said: Seriousness - Not For Discussion

October 26, 2001
...and she said: Update, properly, with Jax writing it and everything...

October 26, 2001
...and she said: People are alive

October 26, 2001
...and she said: Grr update by proxy

October 25, 2001
...and she said: No Baby Yet

October 25, 2001
...and she said: It's Shameful...

October 24, 2001
...and she said: Getting Ready For Birth

October 24, 2001
...and she said: Debating A Shower

October 24, 2001
...and she said: Ick Gerhopel What Huh?

October 23, 2001
...and she said: Angel Heart

October 22, 2001
...and she said: Just Anger - Feel Free To Skip This One

October 22, 2001
...and she said: End Me This Pain...

October 22, 2001
...and she said: Praying For... Something

October 20, 2001
...and she said: Ick, ick, ick... Again. Yes.

October 20, 2001
...and she said: Paranoia And Scritchy Throatness

October 20, 2001
...and she said: Update, Again, Because I Can

October 19, 2001
...and she said: Snoring Is For The Fortunate

October 19, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Has A Linkfest

October 19, 2001
...and she said: Random Boredom, Just Because

October 19, 2001
...and she said: Habitat

October 19, 2001
...and she said: Sniffling Jax, Coughing Jax, Etc.

October 18, 2001
...and she said: Penguins Are GOOD

October 18, 2001
...and she said: Hmmm... Not Much To Say

October 18, 2001
...and she said: Just Depressed, As Often Happens

October 18, 2001
...and she said: From Stephen...

October 17, 2001
...and she said: Definitions And A Cool Site

October 16, 2001
...and she said: Pretty, Continued

October 16, 2001
...and she said: My Very Own Selector

October 16, 2001
...and she said: More Lyrics, Not Quoted

October 16, 2001
...and she said: Leonard Cohen Lyrics

October 16, 2001
...and she said: Serious Depression For Good Reasons

October 16, 2001
...and she said: Daydreams And Wish List

October 16, 2001
...and she said: Resolved: To Be Jax

October 16, 2001
...and she said: Tired, Tired, TIRED, dammit.

October 16, 2001
...and she said: A Full And Complete Drama Update

October 15, 2001
...and she said: Happy Happy Joy... Jax?

October 15, 2001
...and she said: Rhuit la Bato Rahani...

October 15, 2001
...and she said: Why I'm Smiling Today

October 15, 2001
...and she said: Jax Is An Idiot, Yes

October 14, 2001
...and she said: Feeling Icky As Always

October 14, 2001
...and she said: My Next CD

October 14, 2001
...and she said: Suicide Information, Not For Me

October 14, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Hurts For All The Wrong Reasons

October 14, 2001
...and she said: Open Letter to the Tygrrr

October 14, 2001
...and she said: A TwoFer, Just For YOU...

October 14, 2001
...and she said: Ego Trip - An Actual Update

October 13, 2001
...and she said: Cheshire Jax

October 13, 2001
...and she said: Nifty-Keen Graphic

October 13, 2001
...and she said: Curious Jax

October 13, 2001
...and she said: Loss and Heartache

October 12, 2001
...and she said: Good For...?

October 12, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Almost Diets

October 12, 2001
...and she said: Wearing A Round Skirt, Thank You

October 29, 2001
...and she said: Disappearing For Phone Calls

October 11, 2001
...and she said: The Madness...

October 29, 2001
...and she said: Happy Hyper Jax, Yay!

October 11, 2001
...and she said: Armand Is Mine... Really...

October 11, 2001
...and she said: Buffy And I

October 11, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Becomes Introspective

October 10, 2001
...and she said: Confusing Hormones

October 10, 2001
...and she said: And I Hate Him Just Enough To Get Off

October 10, 2001
...and she said: Something Is Wrong In The Nation

October 09, 2001
...and she said: What're The Nuts, Then?

October 09, 2001
...and she said: Silver Tongued Lover

October 08, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Is Very Tired

October 08, 2001
...and she said: Coming Out Day, part one

October 07, 2001
...and she said: Why More People Need Webcams

October 05, 2001
...and she said: Changing The Look, Keeping The Content

October 01, 2001
...and she said: Shuddering Fear

October 01, 2001
...and she said: I Have Now Updated. Go Away.

October 01, 2001
...and she said: The Walls Are Moving...

October 21, 2001
...and she said: Drugged Drugged Drug Around The Room

October 07, 2001
...and she said: Not At All Sober And Proud Of It

October 21, 2001
...and she said: My Worth As An Object

October 07, 2001
...and she said: High On Things I Should Not Have

October 21, 2001
...and she said: Believe In Me, In Fantasy...

October 07, 2001
...and she said: The Last Thing

October 02, 2001
...and she said: Quickly, We Have So Little Time

October 07, 2001
...and she said: Alchemy And Old Lace?

October 02, 2001
...and she said: Gecik - I Cannot Type

October 30, 2001
...and she said: The Breaking - Part One

October 07, 2001
...and she said: Talk Show Host

October 07, 2001
...and she said: Just An Updating Slut, As Always

October 16, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Gets Religions

October 06, 2001
...and she said: An End Of An Era

October 28, 2001
...and she said: Writing Despite The Aches

October 02, 2001
...and she said: Good Humor Girl

October 06, 2001
...and she said: Because It Is A Good Knight

October 06, 2001
...and she said: Religion And I

October 05, 2001
...and she said: My Rings

October 16, 2001
...and she said: Dance

October 05, 2001
...and she said: Early Morning Rambling

October 04, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Smiles With Flowers

October 04, 2001
...and she said: Plotting Demise? Nah... Not Yet

October 03, 2001
...and she said: Return Triumphant

October 04, 2001
...and she said: Lust-Filled And Loving It

October 04, 2001
...and she said: Hunting Cat

October 04, 2001
...and she said: Shock Sets In

October 04, 2001
...and she said: Suddenly, There Are Roses

October 04, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Has That Kind Of Night

October 03, 2001
...and she said: The Future

October 03, 2001
...and she said: Suicidal Dreams

October 03, 2001
...and she said: Next? Says The Phone

October 03, 2001
...and she said: Looking For Flavor In All The Wrong Places...

October 03, 2001
...and she said: Feeling Like Crap, Yet Again

October 06, 2001
...and she said: The Dragon Lady - Predictions

October 03, 2001
...and she said: Because He Updated

October 18, 2001
...and she said: Wishing I Was Trent

October 18, 2001
...and she said: Mushy Stuff

October 17, 2001
...and she said: Wondering About Life And Buffy

October 17, 2001
...and she said: Rage, Not Quite Perfected

October 17, 2001
...and she said: Why I Love Chocolate

October 17, 2001
...and she said: Kadin



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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