Thought not.

I'm sitting at home in Beaverton, my legs nearly completely numb (although I seem to still be able to walk), my fingers and hands all stiff and weird to the point where I feel like I'm wearing gloves and wrist braces, a niftly black spot in the center of my vision making me look at everything through the corners of my eyes coming and going during the day, overheated, too much sun, no painkillers, and the utter certainty that all I want in the WORLD is high-powered pain medication, caffeine, meat (or fruit), and somewhere to lay down. That's IT. Those four things are what I've been wishing for, give or take a thing (usually the meat-or-fruit gone or adding in either the company of someone I love or getting to watch "Spirited Away") all f'ing day.

Tomorrow is a handfasting, tonight was supposed to be vampire game, I can barely walk or keep myself conscious of what I am doing, and I will not have food until tomorrow, no caffeine except very stale generic doctor pepper, no pain medication (except a couple of advil), and... oh, well. At least I can lie down soon. Am torn between sofa (so there will be chance of movie) and bed (so there will be chance of snuggles) and my hands feel really weird. also my face is going stiff now.