I'm trying... I'm VERY trying...
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...and my third update for the day (read: for the last what, three hours?)...

...I've added two more wallpapers to my Graphics Garden that were on Ryan's box instead of mine. Why is this important to note? Because freakin' ALL of my stock images were on my box, which currently is NOT attached. Must poke Ryan to see if we can hook my old D: drive up to his box for a while so I can transfer files. Not only are a lot of my graphics and stock on there, but a bunch of textstuff that I'd really like to have within pawing range, as it were. *shrugs* Ehh. Still, it's nice to have the Wolf meld and my only patriotic image ever back up.

It's - for those of you who don't care - past 12:30 and I've still only had a good 4 hours of sleep total. *twitch* There are circles under my eyes dark enough to put my clothing tastes to shame, and my head is pounding. So why aren't I in bed? Mostly because I Can't Freaking Sleep. Out of drugs to ease me into it, in enough pain and twitchy enough due to lack of said drugs that I can't fall into it on my own, and I've had JUST enough sleep that the completely irrational part of my body that apparently controls my sleep cycle thinks I should be awake. My kingdom for a valium. *twitches again* Or better yet, for a refill on my meds. I REALLY need to get them filled today.

Ryan, if Becca shows up and is willing, can we pick you up on your lunch b... oh. Yeah. Overdrafted. Should find out how much - I now have $30 in checks counting the ones in your pocket and the one that just arrived.

And dammit, I REALLY need to get my dylantin, if nothing else. I don't particularly want another seizure, even if it's only a minor one.

Did I mention that one? Yeah. Car. With my mother and Kadin. Me, apparently missing my brain for a good 10 minutes.

At least I wasn't twitching then.

So... yeah. I think I should go try to find some way to sleep if I can. I REALLY need the rest. If nothing else, I can give myself silly amounts of antihistamines and see if maybe they'll actually knock me out instead of hypering me... or just take a sip of Green and a couple, which would be more likely to work except ICK, the Green is currently stewing in Gin instead of in Vodka. I Love Capital Letters. Capitol? Silly time, apparently.

Fish, I'm gonna go lie down for a bit.

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