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Ok. calming now, and relaxing... my insides tried once again to be my outsides which is not a good state for them to be in. fortunately, i have found the horses. YES, the horses. click on it... when it loads, click on each of the horses. the fun comes when you try to get 'em to sing in time with one another.
trust me on this. you want the horses.
Surprisingly calming, as horses go. That, and I just re-acquired "One More Time" which never fails to cheer me up. I haven't even touched my Tiny Happy Bottle of Things I Mixed While Depressed and I'm cheering up. Hell, I'm suspecting I'll be able to Cope with things for a while now.
Most of it... most of it was just being ABLE to blow up a little bit. That helped far more than is rational. Something about being a raving, uncommunicative, depressed, snarky bitch seems to have the same effect as a sheet-lightning enema - suddenly I feel all clean and zappy again.
Not that this needs saying too often (or is that can't be said often enough?) but... Ryan, Caleb, Kadin, I love you. Thank you for putting up with me.
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