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Previous - this entry written on December 05, 2003 at 10:55 am - Next God Fucking DAMMIT! It's nearly 11:00 am, my mother will be here to pick me up in an hour, if not sooner. I haven't slept. I've TRIED, but... yeah. I've also tried to cancel my appointment with her/the naturopath, but no go. Apparently an outbreak of lice, no sleep on my part, and my EXTREME desire to stay the fuck HOME aren't enough to miss a Valuable Doctor's Appointment. Never mind that it won't cost her a penny to miss it and that she was complaining because "It's a $200 appointment, honey, it's too expensive to cancel". Never mind that my philosophy of Reschedule was met with "But it's too important, honey... besides, I don't want to come into town next Friday". Never mind that I'm out of fucking sleeping medication, feel like shit, have NO clean clothing - Ryan, FIND THE FUCKING LOAD OF WASH that disappeared between you saying you were handling it and our bedroom. Three+ of my pairs of pants - MY ONLY PAIRS OF PANTS - seem to be in it. If it's been sitting out in the family room this long YOU get to beg washer time and get it cleaned before I get home. No, I've no patience. No sleep + dealing with Mother = no patience. I'm not going to get Chinese food with Bink and Ryan and Becca more than likely, since by the time I'm back I might end up just wanting to go the fuck to BED. Assuming I can even sleep then. Ehh. I intend to insist that she takes me to the damn appointment, to get the damn meds, AND THEN HOME. No errands. No 'just a second' trips. No. HOME. Maybe I'll get back here early and be able to fucking sleep. I envy Kadin, the boy at least got a few hours' sleep before dealing with hell. I envy Ryan, he's snoring on the bed. I envy ANYONE who got freaking sleep tonight. My skin itches, I'm having allergic reactions from hell, and my stomach is starting to hurt again. Ehh. Maybe I'll end up in the E.R. again. At least then I could smirk at my mother. Better make sure to pack my pens. *sigh*
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