(...yeah, I heard that Photoshop's dating a biker...)
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...Bjork. The song is titled 'All Is Full Of Love' and it's fucking incredible. I tend to listen to it when I'm in this mood.

What mood? The one where I doubt every little piece of stability, when I can see it all tumbling further and faster and like a nightmare, no matter how fast I run I can't catch it.

Eventually, even in dreams, you give up. Stand still. Close your eyes and whisper your frustration, too afraid, too regretful...

...and you know even then that the thing, the person, the moment you seek will never be yours.

All is full of love, hm? It's something I can cling to, beautiful and harsh and rhythmic. If anyone ever tells you that music doesn't mean anything, they just havent found the right music.

Last night I had a seizure. Ryan went with me to the hospital. We didn't get out of there until around 8-9 AM. I'm still twitchy from it and reading fine print or even the size they use in most books published of late was nearly impossible last night. Today? Now the print just blurs a bit, nothing I can't work around.

Oh, and a question: Ryan, was I in the kitchen when I had the seizure - if it was I am going to swear off going into the kitchen for a while. Meh.

Fish, I'm going to be working in Photoshop and making a few new themes, as well posting old layouts at the Garden. If anyone out there wants to request a custom job without having to pay (although a renewal of my Gold membership would be VERY nifty) this is the time to ask. *wry grin* If I had access to my computer instead of being on Ryan's, I would have more to post. As it is... *shrug* ...hey, it's free. Don't complain.

*wanders off to go violate graphics-related programs*

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