I'm sitting a lot, trying to get my system under control so I've some hope of making it to the solstice party tonight. See, when I am struggling to form complete words and falling down all the freakin' time, going out of the house is scary. Makes me wish that I could drag Ryan and Becca along. I... gods, if it wasn't for those two... yeah. Life would be a LOT worse.

I'm still trying to get ahold of Actual Human Beings - leaving messages apparently does nothing so on Monday I'll be making yet another round of phone calls. I can't even tell you how much this is starting to frustrate me... not even frustrate but infuriate, GAH!

I'm merrily going insane, yes.

I've had another siezure a couple days ago (and it's being hell on my typing skills as well as my spelling) and I'm still twitching out at the slightest provocation. Apparently I've managed to pull a large clump of muscle in my back, roughly at kidney level. As you can imagine, the area it's in is complaining loudly, enough that I called Urgent Care and might end up going to the E.R. again. *twitch* I'd rather avoid that place.

Incidentally, if at some point I end up in the E.R. and no one else has brought 'em: BRING PENS! By the time I'm awake enough to realize where I am, I'm awake enough to be bored. It would make me extremely happy if whoever-it-is who called the damned thing or rode along could remember to snag a couple of gel-pens or a sharpie.

Yes, I'm that pen-obsessed. And that bored. *wry grin*

Fish, I'm going to wrap this up and finish checking journals and stuff. Becca's over and she's in the middle of doing her new graphics for her diary... actually right NOW she's in the shower but I'm hoping to be finished by the time she's out so we can watch a movie or something.

For those of you who have been wondering where I was or what I was doing lately, I will refer you to Ryan, who has been nothing but patient and helpful. He and Becca have really looked out for me.

*shruggles* Ehh. I was wraping this up. Not too good at that, apparently - it'll just be quicker if I say: *poof*