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Previous - this entry written on January 05, 2004 at 12:33 am - Next In case no one else realizes this, let me restate it: the last month-or-so is, for me, boiled down to a few scattered memories of most days and a grand total of 5-10 ACTUAL remembered days. It's been like that, slightly better but edging into worse now, for the last several months. The seizures are massively affecting how much time I spend online, how much I remember of what I do or say... ...and sadly, how much I'm able to remember of what others do or say. Right now I'm between-points - I know what's going on, I can remember things that happen, it's all pretty clear. I worry, I plan, I am actually Aware Of Life. However, the sparklies and the twitches are already starting up. I don't know how long I'll be this stable. I intend to ask my doctor to give me a recommendation to a different neurologist since this one is never freakin' available and impossible to get on the phone. Ryan's going to help me remember, somehow I'm going to get this dealt with SOON. *sighs* After talking with Becca and Ryan about it I realized that I don't entirely remember as much as I should about something very important to me. Geoff, will you let me know when you're going to have a few hours online and able to talk?
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