It's morning, I'm awake, and I don't dare go back to sleep 'cos my mother is supposed to show up at some point. No, I don't remember what time she's arriving. Yes, I was awakened by pain, how surprising. No, I don't have anything stronger than extraprin (tylenol, aspirin, caffeine) to take for it. Yes, I'm tempted to go cook up a steak. No, I don't intend to actually do so... and no, I don't know WHY I'm not going to do it.

Confusion.

Also memory loss... I keep going blip, blip, blip mentally, somewhere between a stuck record and sonar: looking for something, not finding it, and just getting stuck in a mental loop while looking. Stupid mental loops. *twitch*

That's another thing... My hands are starting to tremble slightly. It's been long enough since the last seizure and I've had enough stress that I'm just a tad nervous. I REALLY don't want to have a seizure while I'm out with my mother, particularly if I'm getting an I.V. today.

Then again, they usually put one in all on their own (the E.R. people) so realistically speaking, I should be able to convince them to just leave in the one that's already there instead of poking me again. Assuming I'm conscious, anyway... which really and sadly isn't a safe bet.

Fish, since I'm awake I'm online... not on Trillian, tho. It's being a bitch and refusing to log in. I've rebooted once (does anyone else see a flying T.V.?) and since it's still uncooperative I'm going to leave it alone for the moment. Meh.

I might as well post this, since I'm pretty much out of useful things to say or even things I want to say whether they're useful or not. *shruggle*