Hunger last night, that's what kicked this off. Hunger, satisfied in the end but still hunger, a touch of desperate need I haven't felt for long enough that it actually frightened me.

I can feel it building again.

Sex, simple and pure, satisfying as well but already I want more. Touching, kissing, orgasm... I showered after, the hot water searing away a little bit more of the ache, leaving me refreshed. Already it comes back.

I don't feel I can describe this well enough, not and have it readable to anyone who hasn't already felt it. The words I want to use are convoluted, seem out of place - they are exactly what I mean but I know the moment I type them that no one else will feel the same maddening tangle of emotions, seeing those words... no one who isn't in the same state, and if they ARE, then they really don't need a description for it. *sighs*

...and then I re-read logs, once again overwhelmed with pleasure and pride, and can't help but smile as the hunger fades into contentment.