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Previous - this entry written on April 17, 2004 at 4:43 pm - Next ...so I've been thinking about you, Drailith... I've been thinking and thinking, enough that I want to scream, I can't believe that I still have to write this to empty air. Your email bounces. Phone numbers? Dead. If I didn't know better I'd believe you never existed. I've gone through every search engine I could find with fragments of your stories. I've checked chatrooms, message boards, arcane corners of the 'net that I'm astonished I even FOUND... ...but I've never found you. Not ever. I feel like a junkie, boyo. You leave me like this. Not even here, not even existing as far as I know, and my breath catches, my hands tremble, my body flushes. You do this. Thinking of you does this. Remembering you makes this happen. *shrugs* In more news connected to Actually Now, tonight's gaming night, so I'll be out in Forest Grove until 1-2 in the morning. When I come back maybe I'll be online, maybe I'll be unconscious. Don't know. Right now... meh. "Face to Face" is playing and I want to scream at something, someone, but I won't. I'll be fine in a few hours. Junkie shakes, is all. I gotta get through this I gotta get through this I gotta make it, gonna make, gonna make it through I'm gotta get through this I gotta get through this I gotta take my, gotta take my mind off you Give me just a second and I'll be all right Surely one more moment couldn't break my heart Give me 'til tomorrow then I'll be okay Just another day and then I'll hold you tight When your love is pouring like the rain I close my eyes and it it's gone again When will I get the chance to say I love you I pretend that you're already mine Then my heart ain't breaking every time I look into your eyes If only I could get through this If only I could get through this If only I could get through this God, God gotta help me get through this I gotta get through this I gotta get through this I gotta make it, gonna make, gonna make it through Said I'm gonna get through this I gotta get through this I gotta take my, gotta take my mind off you Give me just a second and I'll be all right Surely one more moment couldn't break my heart Give me 'til tomorrow then I'll be okay Just another day and then I'll hold you tight When your love is pouring like the rain I close my eyes and it it's gone again When will I get the chance to say I love you I pretend that you're already mine Then my heart ain't breaking every time I look into your eyes If only I could get through this If only I could get through this If only I could get through this God, God gotta help me get through this If only I could get through this God, God gotta help me get through this If only I could get through this God, God gotta help me get through this If only I could get through this... Hosted by Diaryland - All Rights Reserved - Image, Layout, and Content copyright Jax Raven - - Do Not Feed The Moose - |
