Tarot And Bondage And Hey, More Art!
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I want to create. I don't know WHAT I want to create, which is the problem... or rather, the few things I am certain would satisfy my desire to create are either impractical at best or flat-out impossible at worst. I want a camera, lots of film, and Becca handy. I want someone to walk up out of nowhere, a complete stranger, and hand me poetry. I want more pictures of Alex/Dashwood... or hell, even Al X, I've no pictures of him at all and wish it were otherwise. I want to get laid.
Yes, I view sex as both a means to express myself and inspiration for the other art forms/aspects of creativity I am capable of producing. And no, I haven't gotten laid in a while... long enough that my hormones are already protesting mightily.
PPK is playing again, which certainly doesn't help with the whole hormone level thing as this is high on my list of 'songs I want to fuck while listening to'... but it's also one that relaxes me after enough repetitions so I'm just trying to sink into the music. I'm talking online with Kadin, discussing the concept of a bondage tarot deck and its other uses, specifically having him draw a card and using that to decide how I tie him up or otherwise restrain him. He's suggested a program on the computer that randomly selects an image, or having him browse porn and looking over his shoulder at a random moment, but neither of those have the personal feel and hands-on appeal of a deck of cards. There's a REASON tarot readings usually seem so deeply personal.
For the record, if you're wondering about my own Tarot concept, first check out my gallery to get a look at my style, then brows through Wrathman's Gallery, another DevArtist who apparently beat me to it... similar style, even. It's kinda cool and at the same time surprisingly humbling to see someone else who does the sort of imagework that I do.
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