Then, when you pointed out that just maybe YEAH you were still going to be pissed if after he did this, he took off with the same people he spent the day before with instead of talking anything over, he threatened you with kicking you out?

Right.

Becca's in tears. I'm extremely frustrated and angry.

Ryan left without even saying goodbye to Becca after pissing her off too (although in slightly different ways and for slightly different reasons). He didn't take time to talk. He didn't take time to do ANYTHING, in fact.

Pretty much from the moment he got home he's been going out of his way to avoid us both.

I.

Am.

Not.

Pleased.

I really thought he had more sense than this, that by now I'd trained him better. Apparently not. So here's the REAL question... just how miserable do I want to make him?

Threatening to kick me out. And here's me, trying my best to make sure that I DON'T just disappear on him. Here's me thinking 'I've got to make sure to talk more with Ryan, to try to communicate'. Here's me listening to him say that he just wants to be left alone... and then complaining that I ignore him... AND THEN SAYING HE WANTS TO BE LEFT ALONE AGAIN.

Right.

Fucking RIGHT.

He just wanders off with Tyson and Molly, who he spent yesterday with as well. If he comes home and announces that he's going to go out with them tomorrow too, I'm going to severely damage him. Right now I'm just making a mental note of where the clove oil and the box of glass shards are.

No, ignoring me when it's obvious that I am trying to get you to pay attention, then when I get pissed telling me to fuck off and leaving, is NOT a good survival trait.

There is not enough valium on the PLANET to keep me from being pissed off about this. I'm going to have him in tears within 48 hours for this, for making me cry, for making Becca cry, for being either so oblivious or purposely avoiding doing ANYTHING that might, maybe, make up for what an asshole he's been. I am going to make him MISERABLE.

Ever wondered why it seems like x woman has actually PLANNED things to make her mate as unhappy as he is? Well, apparently it works both ways. No man on the planet could fuck this much up, this fast, without having some idea of what he's doing... and now that he's screwed himself over, of course I'm going to make his life hell.

Right now, I kinda think he deserves it.

No, right now I KNOW he deserves it.

You do NOT walk out after pissing off two women.

You do NOT walk out after being told that you really need to talk with them, and instead threatening one and not saying so much as goodbye to the other.

You do NOT, and I repeat NOT, make the Jax this angry.

Ryan is really going to regret this.


Edit: Right now, if Ryan comes home tonight, talks with Becca and I, in short at least tries to make an effort... I won't hurt him.

If he doesn't come home tonight, or comes home and goes straight to bed, or comes home, stays up, and won't talk to us?

I'm going to make him suffer. I'm going to make him bleed. I'm going to make him cry. I'm going to make him scream because it's all he can think of to do.