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Previous - this entry written on August 07, 2004 at 9:50 pm - Next ...and now it soothes, this hateful rush of emotion. Settles, the tangles released, one pure sharp note left, one song remaining to be sung. Now, finally, I can breathe in peace. Sastisfaction can be found in the oddest of places; I'd expected to find mine late tonight, in someone else's pain and misery, drinking in the agony, a feast... ...but I am smiling at the moment, much of the Hunger quenched by something new, someone new. Unexpected. Delightful, even though it adds another level of complication to my life. I really thought I had more sense than this. Mind, I am silent, I simply enjoy and leave it there... ...the fact that I can pour my need into him and feel it satisfied without the rush of pain and violence is strange. Not the first time it's happened, either. Usually it's with Caleb, sometimes Kadin, that this gentle release leaves me smiling and calm again. Tonight? *shrugs* Tonight I find myself at peace. A day full of tears and now, abruptly, it fades into this gentle repose. I can live with this.
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