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Previous - this entry written on November 04, 2004 at 4:25 am - Next ...married. Kitten and Caleb are playing Magic with Caleb's brother. Everyone else is asleep. I... am awake, sober, in extreme pain, and still panicking. The kitten wanted a break and so I am trying extremely hard not to take this out on him. Caleb's the one foolish enough to marry me and honestly, doesn't suffer quite as satisfyingly, so I am trying extremely hard not to take this out on him. End result? A couple more days of this, without SOMEONE to feed from, some way to take this agony away for even a moment or two, and I'm going to shatter. I'm sorry this isn't a cheerful gushing 'I'm so happy' entry full of wedding bells and fluffy bunnies and flowers and crap but y'know... that's not me. Then again, as someone pointed out, getting married at ALL isn't particularly 'me' either. My head hurts. My side hurts. There is no other pain to focus on, mine or anyone else's. Just this. I... *sigh* ...I'm sorry. Hosted by Diaryland - All Rights Reserved - Image, Layout, and Content copyright Jax Raven - - Do Not Feed The Moose - |
