If I say it enough, maybe I'll believe it...
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Seven days since he updated. Only a week, I should just ignore it, it's not like much gets put there anyway.

It's not even 10:00 yet. I'm fine, really. I'll be able to sleep eventually.

The ache? Oh, it'll go away. It always does.

The headache won't last either. It's only been here a few days. Straight. Nonstop. But it won't last.

I don't really need it. None of what I think I'm craving. It's all in my mind.

So what if I haven't had sex in weeks? That's normal. I just don't need it right now.

I can't miss someone I've never met.

The dizzy spells don't really mean anything. I'm just dehydrated or something.

I can go without sadism. I can go without masochism. I can just ignore it all, and I won't want it then.

It's only pain.

It's only desire.

It's only my mind.

It's only me.

I'll be ok.

I'm ok.

It'll all be better tomorrow.

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