If I say it enough, maybe I'll believe it...
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Seven days since he updated. Only a week, I should just ignore it, it's not like much gets put there anyway.
It's not even 10:00 yet. I'm fine, really. I'll be able to sleep eventually.
The ache? Oh, it'll go away. It always does.
The headache won't last either. It's only been here a few days. Straight. Nonstop. But it won't last.
I don't really need it. None of what I think I'm craving. It's all in my mind.
So what if I haven't had sex in weeks? That's normal. I just don't need it right now.
I can't miss someone I've never met.
The dizzy spells don't really mean anything. I'm just dehydrated or something.
I can go without sadism. I can go without masochism. I can just ignore it all, and I won't want it then.
It's only pain.
It's only desire.
It's only my mind.
It's only me.
I'll be ok.
I'm ok.
It'll all be better tomorrow.
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