Meh. Yes, I use that word a lot.
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Oi. If anything ever made me want to hit someone over the head, go hide in a corner with a good book, and possibly fuck someone... yeah. o.O The puppy's version of 'tactics' when it comes to dealing with people would make De Sade look nervous. It is decidedly good to know I have yet another new hold on him that he doesn't know about yet. Reassuring. Watching him coldly manipulate an entire guildfull of people is... interesting.
The migrane is dying down to just a headache at this point. I should have anti-nausia medication within a half-hour. I still have some vicodin left, although I used up a LOT of it trying to deal with the last day or so of agony. I've got my antibiotics, my antihistamines, my blood pressure medication, and some sleepytime tea with valerian root added. I may get a good night's sleep tonight.
Hmm. Wonder how angry with him Rael actually is? 'cos if she's actually PISSED... ooh, this could be FUN. *slight smile* He can be King of the Castle with his guild all he wants, that's fine. But when his arrogance starts leading him to snap at ME? I start looking for... entertainment.
I know where I stand. And I know, as does he, that he had better not be standing next to me. Kneeling at my feet, that's acceptable. I don't 'do' serious power struggles, though. I'd rather nip them in the bud, beat him the fuck down before he gets any more irritating, leave him fogged and whimpering and cowering. Then, THEN, I'm glad to be understanding and comforting and friendly. But now?
Now he's got me wanting to find a good sturdy muzzle for him before he starts biting.
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