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*curls up* ...and people wonder why I so often turn to medication, or music, or alcohol, or when I can, sex... anything. Anything.
Jealousy? I wish. Jealousy is a nice, simple, sharp emotion. Very solid, very real. And... easy to deal with. Jealousy I've handled in the past, jealousy I can... hmm. See, I guess. See in a strange way, but see indeed. Honestly, there are a bit of the emotions trickling through my head that are in some way jealousy.
Most... most are a mix of lust and posessiveness, triggered over and over again the last few days, building after to a head, fast and furious until I can' barely think for the force of them.
Earlier... a conversation with Kadin, then a conversation with Torian, helped. Now, though... now all I can do it wait.
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