These voices in my head are mine alone...
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Fuck it. More lyrics. It's just that kind of day. Yeah, I know, a whopping four people will read this. Don't care. I just need to get it out somewhere.

I've been crying for the last hour. I can't seem to stop.

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes

but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want what's mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

We the stars fall and I lie awake
You're my shooting star

Yeah, it's becoming one of those days. I'll get over it. I always do. I don't even really know why I'm so upset. I mean, I know what things are triggering it, but they really aren't things worth getting even a bit tense about, let alone this stupid crying that won't fucking stop. It... meh. I take that back. I know what's hurting this deeply.

I don't want to think about it.

Please. Stop.

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