Arglebargle Strikes Again
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*slight smile* Selia, you and I need to spend a couple days together soon; no interruptions, no distractions, food and drink available, lots of time to talk. I think I understand quite a bit, but not nearly as much as I'd like to. I also think that talking about what is - and what isn't - between us, and WHY, would do us both a world of good.
I'm content to be your dark secret, honestly. Everyone needs someone they can both admire and fear, some wicked little fling that they can savor, the bit of spice that makes the rest of life taste all the better just by existing. It's rather flattering to know that I might be filling that role in your life. ^.^ When you've time to spare and are willing to wander thisaway, I hope you know that you are always welcome. I won't get my feelings hurt if it takes six months between visits, either; whatever it is that links you and I seems surprisingly unaffected by time and distance. We've a bond, shadowkin... you matter to me, you are in my thoughts, we... connect. *shrug* From the first time we really talked to one another, we've always had that link. It's something I treasure.
*stretches* Geh. The medications I'm on right now are really fucking with what passes for a sleep schedule with me. I'm so drowsy I can barely keep my eyes open, focusing enough to type takes serious effort, and yet I can't ACTUALLY sleep. Period cramps, toothache from hell, odd muscle spasms, bloody aweful hot flashes, this is just miserable. *twitch* Gotta do something about this tomorrow.
I'm going nuts, not getting enough online time, thus not getting enough Torian and Puppy time, gonna go mad at this rate. *twitches again* Fish, I'm going to go curl up in bed and hope the pain or the medicatin's unpleasantnessgo away soon..wow, just passed out on the keyboar.d goijto bed nowwwwwwwwww. crap bad typing. oh well, I'll fix it ie the morninnnnnnnng..
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