...nervous. Excited. Relieved. Hopeful. I can barely breathe.

I know it's the mind, not the body, that he fell for. I also know I'm not pretty by most peoples' standards. I AM female, and human, and yeah. There'll always be this little part of me afraid that I'll disappoint.

Funny, since I know he's the one who's terrified. *wry grin*

There is so much going on right now that I seriously can't put it all into words. I'm sorry for the dramatics; I promise an explanation, and details, once I'm calm enough to sort them out into text form. Until then... wish me luck, please. Gods know I could use it, with how things have been going.

Yes, the money... is still An Issue. It's partially dealt with but not completely, and I'm really hoping that I'll figure out the rest of it before Monday's deadline, but... ehh.

Gonna go get prepped.

Two hours.

Yeesh.

Deep breaths. Ouch, ok, not that deep, stupid pneumonia-lung-stuff. Breathe. Breathe. Swallow. Breathe. I'll be fine.