Did a bit of talking with Torian last night/yesterday. It's good to be able to talk with her, whether it's about random shit or Important Things or whatever horrid mood swing one of us is caught up in or hell, just the weather. I miss having her here, even more than I thought I would which is saying quite a bit, and three years is going to be a VERY long time to wait to have her back.

In some ways it makes me more eager for Puppy to get back out here; they don't fill the same roles by any stretch of the imagination but right now, I'm really missing that sense of 'Mine' when I look at someone. It's not the same with Cate - I'm still getting used to how she looks, to the fact that she IS a she, to a lot of things. Truth be told, I'm not handling it as well as I'd expected I would. It's a big thing.

Having her Not Here for a week... has actually helped. It's given me some time to think without being immediately distracted, given me reasons to think, made me feel... safer, somehow. o.O No, I don't get it either.

And Nreshan's still playing WoW. *amused*

Going back to getting ready for the day - got some hair dye that I am debating using, want a shower, need to take my other meds... I ate a huge bowl of oatmeal so I should NOT be hungry again, particularly not for kiwis and peanut butter, no matter WHAT my stomach thinks.