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Previous - this entry written on October 25, 2007 at 2:00 am - Next Three medical appointments in one day. Would have been two but I was late getting to the second because of the first and thus needed the third. o.O Got meds refilled, got a pain contract signed, started my period, seem to still have a nasty cold, am about one bad day away from a serious gran mal, no matter how much lorazipam I take, I suspect at least. Exhausted. Been trying to unwind, watched a tacky horror flick, got some dinner (squash, figs, extremely greasy and extremely delicious friad thicken, yum... wait. Fried chicken, there we go), and now I'm going to try my best to pass out. Funny, how clearly you can feel someone nearby you sometimes, even when you know there is no one there to be doing the hugging, even more so when you aren't really a hugging sort of person. I could have sworn that just for a minute there was the brush of skin against skin as someone walked past me, laid their hand for a split second on my shoulder, leaned in, whispered something in my ear, then strodoe away. If I w... dammit. I keep zoning out, a flash of a daydream or nightmare, hard to tell sometimes. I'll be typing something and then wham, I wake up about six words more written and more often than not I'll be talking aloud to someone in the dream. *actually blushing a bit* Seriously embarassing. I only want to tak tojooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... gah again. So tired, I can't keep my eyes open even to update. I'm gonna getome sleepk get. some. sleep. dammit. Yeah, that stuff. I'll be back after I manage to get at least a few hours of sleep. This might mean I won't be back until tomorrow night, sadly... and Monday's, Tuesdau... what was I saying? I've forgotten again. This is ridiculous, I get just a few words in and already I'm forgetting whether I asked. I fail at this Hosted by Diaryland - All Rights Reserved - Image, Layout, and Content copyright Jax Raven - - Do Not Feed The Moose - |
