ew ew ew ow ew ick ow...
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Throwing up with four giant gaping raw partially-stitched holes in your mouth? NOT FUCKING FUN. I spent most of last night alternating between throwing up, curling up crying with cramps, sitting on the toilet trying NOT to throw up, sitting in a tub full of warm water in hopes it would help the cramps, and for about two blessed hours, sleeping. *twitch*
I think I've pulled out the stitches on the back tooth socket, and possibly fucked it up big-time - it's bleeding again and hurting pretty much non-stop. Every time I try taking vicodin, or advil, or even fucking aspirin, within an hour I'm either throwing up or just so nausiated I can't stand to look at anything, hear anything, or move. I've lost track of how many vicodin I've basically wasted; thing is, if I don't take them, between the mouth pain and the horrific cramps, I can't stop crying to the point where I'm crying so hard, it makes me start to dry heave anyway.
I really really wish Cate were still here, or hell, that anyone was here; I can't get things like water or stale soft crackers fast enough to cut off the queasiness most of the time, I've already managed to give myself a bruised knee by falling in an attempt to get from the tub to the bed, and hey, I've started twitching. I can't use straws to drink with and I can't hold cups normally 'cos my hand twitches out and drops them, I'm having to grip them between both palms and pray I'm pushing hard enough to keep them held, if I even try curling my fingers around them I'm likely to have at least one hand twitch enough that the juice goes all over the floor, or all over me, instead of in my mouth. *sigh* This is one of those days when I feel so fucking USELESS.
Gonna go lie back down, just wanted to update while I'm between fits of nausea so y'all don't think I'm dead or anything. Hell, dead would be a picnic comepared to this, it's just ridiculous.
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