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Aaand here I go down again. Going fast, this time. Hard. I know all the little reasons that add up to it, I know why I shouldn't stress, why I should just try to calm down, relax, I know why it's pointless to worry and why none of what seems to terrible right now will seem this bad tomorrow hopefully.
I also know where, within about 5 minutes, to put my paws on enough medications, booze, sharp objects, plastic bags, rope, and poisonous substances to kill myself 17 different ways, not counting combining various ways. Yes, I just spent about 20 minutes counting. Oh hey, 18. 19 if you count electricution. I'm good at this game.
Margerie's dreaming of horses...
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