Still need to get the bank to do the transfer, waiting until the check clears before doing so or there won't be money to send.

Been two days since I updated, I know.

I've spent most of that time with a migrane and a death wish, managing to miss everything interesting both online and IRL, feeling like utter crap - some sort of sinus-and-flu bug bit me hard and I've been pretty out-of-it for the whole week, honestly.

Can't seem to get in touch with anyone, can't do anything without feeling either hellishly sick, horribly guilty, or so fucking tired I pass out where I'm sitting.

I'm... annoyed, and worried, because I haven't heard from Radu in a couple of weeks and can't get ahold of him or anyone else in his area. I've only talked briefly with Torian, who apparently thinks I'm Avoiding Her - no, love, if I were avoiding you, there'd be NO communication, no messages passed through Cate, and you'd see me posting constantly. I've been fucking sick again, my apologies if you, or anyone else, has felt like I'm avoiding them, I'm half-conscious and feel like I got run over by a truck, not the time to talk on the phone or stare at a bright computer monitor.

I hate the holidays. HATE.

Going back to laying down and feeling crappy. Plus oh hey, no useful food in the house again. Plenty of wheat... so I could eat something that'll make me feel worse, or NOT eat and feel worse, I love my life SO much, really.