I know at least part of why, incidentally (yes, this is a subject change). Change. Growing up, in one case, and becoming more normal in the other, less interested in the depths of depravity... or at least, less likely to act on that interest.

I don't know why there was so MUCH change. California was certainly part of it. Health, too. Now, though?

I don't know. I really don't know.

*shrug* Random thought process.

Gonna go be queasy and twitchy and sore. Also, my dreams have gotten REALLY weird again, and those of you who know what sorts of dreams I normally have understand that for me to consider these signifigantly weirder says quite a bit. Oh and hey, worries. Serious worries. LOTS of worries. *eyes the calender*