I had a long rant here. I wrote it in... anger? Pique? Frustration? I don't know. But I've deleted it now.

I saved a copy... I think maybe I want a particular person to read it. Eventually. But not until I think about it a while.

I've calmed down. I've started building up my walls already.

It feels... wrong, to do so. But then, what felt right somehow fell apart.