Talking to Torian for the first time in HOW long... getting Actual Useful Cash from my mother... good chinese food... alcohol... meds... and, oh gods and, a voice on the phone...

...she called, I'd just finished a shower and had Ryan neatly chained up - I was feeling more than a bit sadistic - she called and wanted to talk. We talked.

And Ryan's hands got busy. And I got a tad distracted... and started to apologise... and she, instead of accepting the apology or worse, getting offended, was amused. Interested. And damned encouraging. *grin*

Ok, I would like to say that cumming while talking to Angel and while STONE COLD SOBER is officially the weirdest experience I have had in a good 3-4 years, and also one of the most nifty. *poings* That... yeah.

You know that girl/guy you watched in High School, the one who was so beautiful, and amazing, and wonderful, that you wouldn't even dare SPEAK to them? Now imagine that girl/guy coming up to you and asking you to Prom. *blinks*

Yeah, that's about how I feel right now.

She might be coming into town on Friday. And spending the night. And yeah, right now that seems like one of those unbelievable things. I'll have time to actually TALK to her, time to play, time to introduce her thoroughly to Ryan, time... gods...

...I think I am dreaming.

This is amazing.

Truly, wonderfully amazing.

Mind-boggling.

And now that I've gotten the gushing amazement out of the way, I can go back to being hyper and preparing to get drunk! *raises a glass*