I MISS NICK! I haven't talked to him in what feels like forever... I don't know if he's ok, I don't know what he's doing or how he's feeling... I wish I could get ahold of him. I think I have his phone number written down somewhere... I shall find it and call it, and it will be a Good Thing. I don't care if I wake up his household... no, I'm not going to call tonight, it's 2:00 am and I am having horrible cramps, I'd be lousy company.

But tomorrow I dedicate to Phone Calls I Can't Afford. *grin* I'm going to call him and tell him he's missed, let him know that I care and that I hope he's ok.

I miss him a lot, right now... it's painful. Gods... why does love feel like this?