Listening to: Atomic Kitten
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OK, it's official, I am completely losing this fight. The universe is kicking my arse into orbit... ...and apparently my mind got left behind in the gutter somewhere.

So I was looking through information on amatryp... for once my mom's paranoid rantings might be partially right. Trust me, that's NOT a statement I give lightly - most of the time she;s an evil, manipulative Bitch For Christ. *shrugs* So I woke up before Ryan called, was laying in bed trying to remember how to stand and feeling every part of my body take turns that quickly becomes pins-and-needles. Fish, I was laying there wondering if anyone else's lips, or just their right toe, or the ear they weren't laying, etc... and then I get up and try to freakin' get up. Ryan, did I go to sleep before you? *looks rather bewilderd* Apparently I've misplaced the most boring parts of my day but after reading amatryp stuff closely...

...apparently it...

...yeah. So I'll be getting less sleep and more pain again. Save it for emergencies such as my Mother getting Jamba Juice with me so I can slip it into her drink. NO, I won't actually do so, it would be incredibly stupid to write about a crime you intend to comit and post the details on the web.

Of course if they know that I'm not going to do it because of this, then perhapse I could do it... Ooh, and I have a lot of 'i' tags sitting on the desk and taking up space so maybe I should use 'em. Or maybe not, I'me asily amused.

There was/is a card on the desk that informs me that Becca is off hunting snow pigs with Ehren. She claims to be getting hime before 11:00 but as she's not here and it's about 23 minutes to midnight... ehh. Ooh! I have a LOT more music now, enya, marilyn manson, placebo, counting crows... *poing* I'm worried about what lowering my dylantin dose will affect - since I was warned not to take more than 500 over the span of a day (and since I don't) I'm not so stressed... but they want it split up into smaller bites, as it were. I am so very distubed (and have lots of 'i' brackets left) and somewhat distracted. But, hopefully, I will be able to tak less. I figure since I took 1-4 previously, in 100-mg pills, now that I have the 50-mg back I can work my way down to a more reasonable dose.

*shrugs*

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