Betrayal, Curiousity, Impatience, Inspiration...
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...and yet all I can find to write about safely are the small things.

Sick to my stomach.

Sorry, I'm sorry, I know I keep promising an actual intellectual interesting update, and so far it's just not happening. What IS happening is insane heat, a nasty fever, horrible sore throat, and now I'm throwing up too. Oh joy.

There was a game tonight - I'm still not clear on why, as Sundays are usually game nights, not Wednesdays. But game there is, and between that and the heat, I can't seem to sleep. I'm tempted to try drinking and see if that helps, but I promised myself I wouldn't, so I'm not.

Yet.

Tired. Still achingly, bone-shatteringly tired. And it's too damned hot to sleep. If I were down in the apartment still... ahh, but that's wishful thinking, and I need to get out of the habit of doing same. I won't be back in the apartment again.

What I WILL be doing, apparently, is nearly OD'ing on sleeping pills. Took some trying to get to sleep... when they didn't work, I took more an hour later... and more after that... and I'm now to the point where I am throwing up if I even THINK about pills. Nasty state of affairs.

Although since admittedly, I was throwing up before then because of the heat, it's not like anything much has actually CHANGED. Sigh.

I would like... no. No wishes. No what-I-wants. None of that.

I'm going to go play starcraft... or nap... or take a cool bath... or something. Anything. My side hurts horribly, and I can't even LOOK at pills without my stomach churning.

Hrm... maybe I still have one of those anti-nausia suppositories somewhere, the ones that burn my insides and make it nearly impossible to sit.

Lesser of two weevils. If you know the joke that goes to this punchline, tell it to me? I've forgotten it. The only decent joke I know is VERY bad.

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