Grr just gave Dai the link to her diary.

Which means, if he's curious at all... he'll find this.

I'm tempted to password it.

Tempted to ask him not to read.

Tempted to do a hundred thousand things...

...but I want him to know.

I want him to see me.

And I guess I'll just hope that afterward he at least hangs around long enough to ask questions, or say good bye, or something.

Yeah, low self esteem. Deal with it.

*sighs* Bad Grr.