I suppose I should make something clear, in case it hasn't been noticed yet. It was pointed out by a friendly neighborhood Scott and I think it bears repeating.

I am an attention whore.

My boys.

My obsessions.

My habits.

My writing.

All of it...

I hate being alone. I hate being unnoticed. I hate being overlooked, forgotten, ignored.

I am an attention whore.

Please keep this in mind. It does affect my reactions and moods. It does affect those three (or is it four) words that are so hard and yet so simple. It does affect what I want... and who I want... and why.

*shrugs*

Just thought I'd better mention it again. For the record, as it were.