Listening To "Beat Me"
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Dammit."Beat Me" is now a happy song. I'm talking with Vicki - I'm talkin with VICKI, life is damned good. *wry grin* I want someone here to hug, and someone online to tease, and I want to be able to blast "Beat Me" loud enough to make the windows rattle. ...I want to be the prayer answered when you meet me... I think Kaj is going to have her say soon, judging from the near-overdose of Evil Bitch I managed to get in earlier tonight courtesy of Kadin and my extreme guilt trip courtesy of Torian and the fact that I just haven't let her out in a long time. I'm a bit worried about it; and I'm wishing that I had Rhett here to share her with. *shrugs* He'd... appreciate her. And I miss him. Rhett, Nick, faceless, Dashwood, Tarac, Angel, Michael... back, round, through and through, where do I really get enough of this? Maybe I never do. Maybe I just keep going. Maybe that's enough, for now anyway. ...the pain, the bat, and the blood when you beat me... Damn. Missing this many people hurts. Feels good somehow, though. I have THIS many people to miss. *chuckles softly* I've had a full life, and it's not over yet, and I like it that way. ...do it, you just did...
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