This isn't a proper entry.

Just... just me worrying, I guess.

Worrying because I know I ask too much, I expect too much. I am a greedy Jax, I don't try to hide it, I don't think I CAN hide it.

I just wish it didn't hurt when I realize that I'm not going to get the things that matter.

*shrugs*

Just a placeholder.

It'll have a real entry following it soon.

Really.