Crazy Mixed-Up Place
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I am alive, and coping... I am fine, surviving, ok. I am dealing with life and I am gonna pull through.

Leave it at that, for now.

Call it a bad day.

Call it Temporary Insanity.

Call it anything you want, just don't call ME. Email... but I won't reply for a day or two. Write... thank the gods that the postal service is slow. Or just ICQ me, let the messages stack up. I want to feel loved from a distance.

I want to be tiny and small, but know I can't... so tomorrow I go to get massage, and warm bath, and pampering things... tomorrow I go to relax.

It won't be real relaxation, though.

Real relaxation is a lap to sleep on, warm arms around me, chocolate chip ice cream and cold, not-too-sweet soda. Relaxation is watermelon and snuggles and "It's ok, I just want you to lie there"s.

Real relaxation is not what I get tomorrow... but on the bright side, I am NOT driving to BC.

What a confusing world.

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