Needing A Story, Dreading The Dawn
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Icebearg? Erp?

Someone googled me for icebearg. Very disturbing. Not nearly as disturbing as some of the requests... gods, I hate to think of the sorts of searches I would get if I had this in long weblog format. *shudders*

*soft voice, no music*

How can you just leave me standing?
Alone in a world that's so cold?
Maybe I'm just too demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father too bold
Maybe you're just like my mother
She's never satisfied
Why do we scream at each other
This is what it sounds like
When doves cry

*and the music builds...*

Dig if you will the picture
Of you and I engaged in a kiss
The sweat of your body covers me
Can you my darling
Can you picture this?

Dream if you can a courtyard
An ocean of violets in bloom
Animals strike curious poses
They feel the heat
The heat between me and you

How can you just leave me standing?
Alone in a world that's so cold? (So cold)
Maybe I'm just too demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father too bold
Maybe you're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (She's never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other
This is what it sounds like
When doves cry

Touch if you will my stomach
Feel how it trembles inside
You've got the butterflies all tied up
Don't make me chase you
Even doves have pride

How can you just leave me standing?
Alone in a world so cold? (World so cold)
Maybe I'm just too demanding (maybe maybe)
Maybe I'm just like my father too bold (too bold)
Maybe you're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (She's never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other (why)
This is what it sounds like
When doves cry

ooh ooh ooh - baby

How can you just leave me standing?
Alone in a world that's so cold? (a world so cold)
Maybe I'm just too demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father too bold
(you know, you know he's too bold)
Maybe you're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other (why)
This is what it sounds like
When doves cry


Over and over it plays in my head...

Today, this last evening and this early morning and all of this aching half-awake dream... I've been thinking.

I still refuse to believe that love and sex are the same... or even THAT connected. You CAN have one without the other, either one without the other, thank the gods.

Sex... it's not some rare treasure. I won't believe that. Yeah... the first time, it's intense. It can be something precious because of the emotions, love or friendship or whatever, that we add to it. But sex in and of itself... no.

...take me down
6 underground
the ground beneath your feet
laid out low...


I have no idea why I'm so curious.

I don't have the faintest clue as to why today, I care enough to want to change... and what frightens me is that I can't remember when I STOPPED caring. When did other people stop mattering? When did I stop listening?

WHY did I stop listening?

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